I've gotten really good at making adult, bullshit small talk with aquantiances, it's scaring me. I keep having these moments lately, where I feel grown up and yet I also have these childish moments, when I feel completely small and vulnerable.

Being home and no hours at H&M, brings boredom and updating this lame-o thing.

I went to sweet spot to see Sean in action today and got really lost of course. Washingtonville, is very sleepy hollow esc. I def. got a creepy feeling from being there.The studio was awesome though and he was in professional mode ha.

Went to the Derby tonight ...kinda grimey, but def. laid back. I'm growing more and more fond of bars that have a relaxed atmosphere. Everytime we go to Mahoneys , I kind of want to leave immediately.

I really , really want to go see the Darwin exhibit at the museum of natural history. I NEED to go. We're talking about going in a few weeks , I really hope we do. My brother got me two round trip tickets to grand central for xmas , so that takes care of that. That is such a good idea for a present by the way. He's the best.

um okay im tired.gnight

just saying hello really.

I love this pic and i'm about to take a nap so it seems fitting.

So I turned 21 , 21 minutes ago on the 21st of july. booyah! haha
Much fun to be had tonight and this weekend.
Very excited!
<3<3

Sooooo Life is good.
We finally moved into our new house this weekend. I never knew buying kitchen utensils and bath mats could be so exciting, but it is. We need stuff to put on our walls. I went to Rhino today and bought a smiths poster , there was so many but I have negative 500 dollars so yea...which brings me to my next topic JOBS.I'm really hoping H&M in kingston will work out because seriously, I'm out of places to apply.They're doing a background check on me , so I guess that's a good sign. I don't know, I know it's my fault for waiting to look until after finals but I really did'nt think it would be this hard to find something.
We found out a boy is renting the apt. attached to our house in the fall. I hope he's cool. The girl living there now is absolutely insane and not in a good way...drunken rages...
Anyways I can't wait to have everyone come visit the house! We're gonna call everyone soon to come over. There's just so much work to do.

so if this is it then why do i question it so much?I know this is the way its become for convenience. I never knew convenience could be so uncomfortable sometimes i wish I could say what I really want to say...?time sucks and I hate it , I wish somehow we could set the clocks at our own convenience to make things happen the way we want them to. If we just had extra time things would be better or worse?

wow idk the crystal palace inspires live journal revisits

I heard that if you filter crystal palace in a brita filter 10 times it tastes like high end vodka.

I have to say Brita is the shit.

and so are holiday parties thrown by jessica a mcaleese.

seriously have a date with my bed right now and.......the backspace key is awesome at times like these.

the U.S. No.1 on the 21st July 1984 was... When Doves Cry by
Prince




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where to dote them with a fun peck on the cheek
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I havent been smart lately
I need to seriously turn my back on some things and never look back.

I have to be up at 6 in the am tomorrow sayyyyy whatttttt?yea its gonna be tough~ I dont think i've gotten up that early since I had to wait for the school bus.HOWEVER i'm going to Long Island to see my loves!its mike and sandras bday,<3we're going to the beach hopefully i wont burn to a crisp.im stoked dude brah!haha

My cars in the shop ~its always there ,I think it has a crush on that mechanic because seriously it always wants to go ,its always breaking. umm yea..

spiderman comes out weds thats exciting!

I need a second job ~any ideas anyone???or at least a hobby I feel like a waste of life.Maybe i'll start working out ~I am pretty damn scrawny (not that I want to become this jacked up monster.)

I feel like i need some excitement lately~when i was 16 17 summer was so amazing ,I was just totally content.It seems like when you hit 18 and 19 life is dissapointing b/c it def isnt the way you pictured it would be while you were growing up.idk wierd transition time i guess.

I hung out at joeys the other night , it was good to see everyone.good times

evelyn potter is so talented!She recorded some of her songs ,simply amazing!She totally deserves to be heard.lookout cuz shes gonna be famous!Im so proud of her=)

I think i need to darken my hair again its getting really light because all the blond is coming through.

i really like the killers~modern 80s what could be better?